Playing a transgender on screen can be tricky. There is always the risk that the actor’s mannerisms can become caricaturish or insensitive. How did you navigate that?

I remember Dev told me that what stood out for him in the small role that I did in Hotel Mumbai was my eyes. So, it was clear that he wasn’t looking at me in a cliched way. I am also an actor who doesn’t believe in doing roles in a very over-the-top manner. I try to be very simple, truthful and as honest as I can be. I didn’t want Alpha to be an excessively stylised character in gestures or postures. I just played my character as a human being and nothing else. I was preparing for the role during the pandemic and I couldn’t cut my hair. In about 7-8 months they became quite long. I also grew my nails to kind of have a sense of the character. I remember I used to roam around in a petticoat on the set and in the hotel we were staying in. At one party, I even wore a sari and I loved it. These were the little ways I was trying to nudge myself into the character.

This is Dev’s first film as a director. Some say debut directors tend to be extremely particular and micro-managing. How was working with him?

He lets you be. He was very thorough in the research for the story and very clear as to what he wanted. Although he was also acting in the film, he knew how he should be in a shot. He had worked out everything in detail. When it came to giving briefs, he would only talk about the style of the film and if the dialogue was flowing in that direction. He would not try to show you how it was supposed to be done.

In an earlier interview, you said you don’t see Monkey Man as a violent film. Why is that?

I actually see ‘Monkey Man’ as a very delicate, fragile film, despite all the violence in it. Although, it has an anger against injustice. Anyone who has seen the film knows that it ends on a gentler note, like a prayer. The film has certain poetry in the climax, irrespective of the mayhem that precedes it. But behind all the brutality, there is a lot of heart. It’s not just violence for the sake of it.

There is a notion that Hindi films have become increasingly violent. What is your take on this?

I believe it is the choice of filmmakers as to what film they want to make. If they want to choose the medium to show violence just for the sake of it, good for them. Personally, I would prefer a film like ‘Monkey Man’, which gives so much nuance to the violence. By the end of it, cinema is a medium and it is up to the makers to use it for good or worse.